Month: June 2013

FAMILIES

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Big, little, medium size!

My family is big and gets bigger all the time.

It wasn’t always like that. We got married, had children, our children married and had their children and before you know it we have a dynasty.

That’s what it felt like today at a family picnic at a favourite place. A place we had been many times  before.   It was beautiful to see four generations of two families at a picnic to farewell Ella and her little one Joni. There were great grandparents, grandparents, parents and little children.  The little ones, five little girls enveloped in love from aunties, uncles, cousins, mums, dads and the grey generation.

It was cold, so very cold. Six degrees. The air we breathed came out as smoke. We played  the dragon game blowing  out air that quickly turned to smoke like mist.

We shared, tasted each others treats, put marshmallows on sticks to roast over the open fire, spoke about the other times we had enjoyed here at this special place. Made even more special because years earlier we had scattered our dad’s ashes into the creek.

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The sound of the water running over the rocks, rushing between the banks of the creek followed us as we walked along the path through the trees.

You could smell the trees, their fresh clean scent trapped in their leaves. Breathing in deeply we filled our lungs with their purity.  As we got closer we heard the crashing noise of the waterfall smashing down over the rocks. The little ones were excited. “This is the biggest waterfall I’ve ever seen” said one. It was the only one she had seen but that didn’t matter as she watched the water glistening in the short burst of sunshine. A rainbow appeared from nowhere as we stood quietly watching the force of nature tumble down the cliff face.

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For Ella who we said goodbye to, this will have been a special day surrounded by her family. When she returns with an older Joni she will be able to take her to the water fall and tell her this is where you had your first family picnic.

WHERE I LIVE

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The mountains sit to one side and the ocean to the other.  The contrast between the two is stark, the lush green foliage of eucalyptus trees, native cabbage trees, turpentines, the bright red of the Illawarra Flame tree and the huge figs all compete with each other on the mountain range. Looking at the range you see a scar that falls down the mountainside where some time ago in the not so distant past a rock fall occurred taking with it the trees that couldn’t survive the stampede of rocks. Walking up into rainforest you can smell the eucalypts, the turpentine and a wealth of other aromas all associated with nature and her beauty.

ImageThe best part of where I live is the ocean, it features strongly in my life from childhood to the age I am today.  There is no place like it

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In the summer it is a popular place for locals and tourists who come from faraway places to enjoy the sun and the sand. They park their cars in no parking places, on footpaths or long distances away to satisfy a need to experience the beach.

The blue azure of the water on a calm sunny, summer day and the white heat of the sand is something that is part of me. The smell of the salt, the seaweed, the suntan lotion all make up my idea of summer. In the late afternoons after a really hot day, we wait for the southerly buster to come through and cool us all down. When that happens beach umbrellas go flying, sand is tossed into little children’s eyes and people scurry off the beach to find sanctuary in their cars.

History repeats itself.

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This poem is timeless. It encapsulates all that is happening in the world today, especially in the country Australia where I live. Replace the Jewish people searching for refuge in the 1930s and 1940s with those searching for refuge from countries like the Middle East, Africa, Afghanistan or Sri Lanka today.

I study this poem with my senior students and it is always such a worthwhile experience to see them appreciate and understand what Auden was writing in the past and how it is still happening in the 21st century.

Refugee Blues

Say this city has ten million souls,
Some are living in mansions, some are living in holes:
Yet there’s no place for us, my dear, yet there’s no place for us.

Once we had a country and we thought it fair,
Look in the atlas and you’ll find it there:
We cannot go there now, my dear, we cannot go there now.

In the village churchyard there grows an old yew,
Every spring it blossoms anew:
Old passports can’t do that, my dear, old passports can’t do that.

The consul banged the table and said,
“If you’ve got no passport you’re officially dead”:
But we are still alive, my dear, but we are still alive.

Went to a committee; they offered me a chair;
Asked me politely to return next year:
But where shall we go to-day, my dear, but where shall we go to-day?

Came to a public meeting; the speaker got up and said;
“If we let them in, they will steal our daily bread”:
He was talking of you and me, my dear, he was talking of you and me.

Thought I heard the thunder rumbling in the sky;
It was Hitler over Europe, saying, “They must die”:
O we were in his mind, my dear, O we were in his mind.

Saw a poodle in a jacket fastened with a pin,
Saw a door opened and a cat let in:
But they weren’t German Jews, my dear, but they weren’t German Jews.

Went down the harbour and stood upon the quay,
Saw the fish swimming as if they were free:
Only ten feet away, my dear, only ten feet away.

Walked through a wood, saw the birds in the trees;
They had no politicians and sang at their ease:
They weren’t the human race, my dear, they weren’t the human race.

Dreamed I saw a building with a thousand floors,
A thousand windows and a thousand doors:
Not one of them was ours, my dear, not one of them was ours.

Stood on a great plain in the falling snow;
Ten thousand soldiers marched to and fro:
Looking for you and me, my dear, looking for you and me.
WH Auden

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A Grandmother’s thoughts

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ON BEING A GRANDMOTHER

One of the many roles I play is that of a grandmother.  An Omi to my grandsons and a Mimi to my granddaughters. 

Oh how I love this role.

No one ever told me how much love I would have to give to these four creatures who make up part of my everyday life.   No one told me how unconditional that love would be. 

Before they were born I remember having a conversation with one of my daughters in law and saying that all I wanted when I had grandchildren was to be there for them, to watch them grown. To have their eyes light up when they saw me, to have them run to me to me and hug me.

Today, nothing makes my heart as full as when I hear one of them say “I love you Mimi”. That love is so unconditional.

My first grandchild, Thomas was such a special little creature. His big plump cheeks, his curly hair, his cheeky smile.  He spent a lot of time with us in his first few years.  We played in the back garden, we went to the playground, to the beach and out for a milkshake and hot chips. We spoilt him with our love. 

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Then came his little brother Nicolas. He was a slight little creature. He didn’t enjoy being away from his mother so much, yet when he came to stay with us he played and was happy to be the centre of our attention. He looked like a little man who had been here before in another life. He became the love of our life.

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Lily was our first granddaughter.  We were there at the hospital when she was born.  I had been waiting for a girl child to join our family or many years and finally it happened.  When I first saw her I feel in love with her.  Here was the little girl that had been missing from our family all those years.  She became the focus of our lives.  Laughter, tears, anger and love were all rolled up in this little creature.

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Then came Georgie.  How do I describe her? Full of life, of mischief, of contrariness, of being a little princess. She was such a precious little creature, she could make our lives so much fun and also make our lives so miserable when she was upset or outraged about something that wasn’t quite right.

They have all grown up so quickly.  Now they are all at school or preschool we don’t see so much of them. Their lives are busy with school, friends and sport which is as it should be. When we spend time with them now there is still so much love and acknowledgement of who we are and the role we play in their lives.

As time goes on and they grow up and we grow older I hope I can continue to be someone who they come and talk to, someone who listens to their stories and to their troubles.

My greatest wish is that they grow up to the best people they can possibly be, that they are happy and make those around them happy. Image